the field Connect

Upcoming course · Mar – May 2026

Dark RetreatThe primordial spaces of the body

Through breathwork, gentle yoga, and interoceptive attention, this session introduces the inner body as a felt space of knowing. Darkness practice using sleep masks or light isolation provides the incubating ground for this work.

Enroll todayFrom $600 · 8-week container
New — Approaching the Dark, a free lecture series →
A luminous blue-green generative figure on a soft cream field
00

Course Overview

Enroll today

This course examines the relationship between embodied experience and dark retreat — the practice of prolonged immersion in total darkness.

In the tantric view, the inner body is a space of wisdom that offers direct access to primordial knowing, or gnosis. From the perspective of somatic meditation, the body is also the space where our felt experience of self-grasping, suffering, and release takes place. As the great Indian yogi Tilopa sang, “Here in this body are the sacred rivers: here are the sun and moon as well as all the pilgrimage places. I have not encountered another temple as blissful as my own body.”

Dark Retreat deals with darkness as a space of the body. In the dark, there are no objects of sight, and ideally sound is also greatly diminished. One of the most palpable results of this sensory deprivation is the highlighting of the soma, the sense of the body. A natural churning and unfolding takes place in the dark, and the strata that compose our sense of self and world are peeled away. This discloses a rawness of identity and sensing that can be unsettling, healing, and insightful. Once the more substantial layers of habit fall away, the boundaries between the inner and outer — between the physical body, the subtle body, and primordial space itself — become more transparent, and at times absent.

Curriculum

Foundation and Philosophy

We start with the historical and doctrinal context of dark retreat across the Bön, Nyingma, and broader Tibetan traditions, then look at how Western contemplative and somatic frameworks read the same material. The aim is to give you a vocabulary precise enough to describe what you encounter in your own practice.

Topics include the role of imagery and visualization, the relationship between sensory withdrawal and clarity, and how the lineages treat darkness not as absence but as a positive condition of mind.

Core Teachings

Each week we focus on one principle drawn from Tummo and Dzogchen practice and apply it to the conditions of darkness. We treat the body as a primary site of knowing, the breath as a regulator of attention, and visualization as a way of working with the symbolic codes that shape experience.

Practice Methods

You will receive guided sequences for breathwork, gentle yoga, and interoceptive attention; instructions for using a sleep mask or light isolation; and a structure for short, repeatable darkness sessions you can fit around daily life.

Course details

Schedule

Runs March 25 – May 27, 2026 on Tuesdays and Saturdays. Guided meditation and instruction Tuesdays, 5:00–6:30 PM MST. Individual practice and Q&A Saturdays, 10:00–11:00 AM MST.

Materials

All sessions are recorded and available on the course platform, plus pre-recorded tutorials and print resources.

What you'll need

A sleep mask for darkness practice. Affordable options work well; you don't need anything specialized.

Community

Connect with fellow participants in our online community spaces. We learn by teaching one another.

Who this is for

Anyone with curiosity and grit. No cultural or religious affiliation with Tibetan traditions is needed.

01

Instructors

Enroll today
01
Portrait of Lama Karma Justin Wall
Lama Karma Justin Wall
Vajrayana Buddhism

A teacher in the Tibetan Vajrayana tradition who has spent years in formal retreat and training under lineage masters. He guides the core arc of the course, holding the doctrinal context of dark retreat alongside the practical work of staying steady in the dark.

His teaching is unhurried and precise, with a gift for translating classical instruction into terms a contemporary practitioner can actually use.

02
Portrait of Andrew Holecek
Andrew Holecek
Guest Instructor

An author and scholar-practitioner whose work bridges dream yoga, dark retreat, and the art of dying with contemporary neuroscience. He is Resident Contemplative Scholar at the Institute for Advanced Consciousness Studies and the author of nine books.

In this course he joins for guest teachings on the nighttime practices — what the lineages ask of us when the lights go out.

03
Portrait of David Germano
David Germano
Guest Instructor

A scholar of Tibetan Buddhist literature and contemplative traditions whose research spans Dzogchen, tantra, and the history of the Nyingma school. He brings the textual and historical depth that grounds the practices we work with.

His guest sessions situate dark retreat within the broader sweep of the tradition — where it came from, and why it was held as it was.

02

Practicing Together

Enroll today

When you join the Dark Retreat course, you will be with people who aren't just seeking tools; they are testing their lives as vessels for clarity, embodiment, and freedom. We will meet the common challenges that arise for serious practitioners.

01

Difficulty integrating breakthrough experiences into daily life.

The work isn't maintaining states. It's noticing that we keep mistaking the self for something to manage, idealize, improve, or accept. This course invites a slower move: learning to stop treating the self as an object at all.

02

The oscillation between self-improvement and self-acceptance.

As long as we treat identity as something to manage or repair, we reinforce the split we're trying to heal. This course offers a way to stay with contradiction without collapsing it into a story or fixed self.

03

Overwhelm and existential intensity.

Breath and visualization help expand your capacity to stay with what is hard to hold. These methods train a nervous system that can hold charge, clarity, and contact without defaulting to collapse or dissociation.

04

A sense that meditation or therapy no longer touch what matters.

When insight feels distant or stale, this course reawakens imaginal practice. Not as fantasy, but as a precise way to engage the architecture of self: breath, form, sensation, and the symbolic codes that shape experience.

05

Emotional reactivity that hijacks clarity.

We don't override or analyze. We enter into relationship with embodied immediacy — imaginal strategies for meeting difficult states with radical kindness, turning anxious feelings into doorways instead of threats.

06

A scattered or mechanical practice.

If your practice feels fragmented or stale, this course helps you root it in a coherent, sustainable rhythm through breath, image, and awareness. Not just impactful, but alive — methods you can inhabit.

03

Questions

Enroll today
Are the live sessions recorded?

Yes. Every Tuesday session is recorded and uploaded to the course platform within 24 hours. Saturday Q&A is recorded as well, with timestamps so you can find the moments most relevant to you.

I'm in Europe — will there be class times I can join?

The Tuesday session at 5:00 PM MST lands at midnight in most of Western Europe. The Saturday session at 10:00 AM MST is 6:00 PM CET, which works for most participants. Recordings are available for anyone who prefers asynchronous practice.

What are the main class times?

Tuesdays 5:00–6:30 PM MST for guided meditation and instruction. Saturdays 10:00–11:00 AM MST for individual practice and Q&A.

Do I need a background in Tantra or Dzogchen?

No specific background is required. The course assumes ongoing personal practice in some form, and a willingness to work with breath, imagery, and sustained attention. The Sanskrit and Tibetan terms are introduced as we use them.

What if I fall behind?

Sessions build on each other, but the structure is forgiving. Recordings, notes, and the community space are designed so you can catch up after a missed week without losing the thread.

Will this destabilize my existing psychological structures?

Honest answer: it can stir things. Darkness practice tends to highlight what was already there. The course is paced so that disclosures happen with support, and there is room each week for individual questions. If you have an active mental health condition, we ask that you check in with your clinician before enrolling.

04

Investment

Practitioner $1,000
Select plan

An entry into the vivid grammar of dark retreat. Cultivate somatic immediacy and nervous system stability while investigating the historical dramas that shape identity. These patterns are not bypassed; they are made workable.

Key features

  • 10 live teachings + 10 lab sessions
  • Access to The Field Discord for community dialogue
  • All materials and recordings hosted on Circle
VIP $2,500
Select plan

For practitioners ready for close guidance and tailored refinement. A high-contact container for those who wish to stabilize visualization practice, fine-tune energetic posture, or garner personal feedback. Four seats are available.

All of Practitioner, plus:

  • 2 × private 60-minute mentorship sessions
  • Personalized session notes, reflections, and tailored practices
  • Private channel access in The Field Discord for direct contact with instructors
Scholarship $600
Select plan

For students with genuine financial need. Includes full access to the course, all recordings, and community support via The Field Discord and Circle. Private sessions and direct messaging are not included. Designed to offer dignity, not discount.

Payments processed with Stripe